Absent for mental health

I had a mental breakdown at work last week, due to unresolved issues after my tour in Afghanistan in 2004. When the country fell, all came back. I never talked about my experiences and 17 years later all my supressed traumas and emotions hit me in the face. Since then I'm on sick leave, I've archived my games, deleted COW and discord from my phone to find peace of mind. After 17 years of silence I finally started therapy and just mentioning it gives me a weight on the torso and increases stress level so you can imagine. It ain't easy so I live day by day with ups and down. When I'm up, I'm online a bit. If down I stay offline to protect myself.

A week later now I come back to the forum and to the discord server. I'll be around from time to time so if you message me I won't answer right away.

For those who were waiting on the Allies doctrine guide in the form of a play trough like the Pan-Asian one. I hate to be the bringer of bad news but that game has been archived in the process. The writing of that guide is postponed to the start of November.