The Open Bar Chatroom

funny

You have a cat as your picture.

Yeah, it’s not my cat ha. He’s silly. I’m silly as well.

I used to have three cats. One got hit by a car(looked kind of like the one on your pfp rn, rip). I had two others that were siblings but I had to give them away after I found out I was getting asthma from them(allergies). I have a dog, who's a cutie, but no cats anymore .

Hey donk…

My body doesn’t feel right….i haven’t slept for 40 hours….my stomach hurts…I’m cold….

…*sigh* my body really wants me here, don’t get any thoughts. I’m not going to die. If I were to die, I would’ve told yall. I…just don’t feel well..

I have a body fat percentage of 12%…I just want to cuddle with someone

Ha. At least I don’t have short hair. With short hair I looked different.

Take some time to relax. Have a snack, and rest. I assume you have school tomorrow, so if you really feel unwell ask to take a day off, we all need it sometimes. Simply sleeping for an extra few hours can be massive concerning how you feel. Spend some time talking to people you like or just doing something you like.

Why is this a sudden low? Why do I feel decent in the morning and shit now?! I don’t deserve this…I’ve helped people…I’ve cared for people…I love people…why do I feel so guilty and anxious? Why do I feel shaky? I don’t want to die…I’m not. I don’t care if I get pierced…I just want to laugh, everything that I look at now is dull. It’s meaningless….i wish that there was more colour.

Donk2.0 wrote:

Take some time to relax. Have a snack, and rest. I assume you have school tomorrow, so if you really feel unwell ask to take a day off, we all need it sometimes. Simply sleeping for an extra few hours can be massive concerning how you feel. Spend some time talking to people you like or just doing something you like.

Donk2.0 wrote:

I used to have three cats. One got hit by a car(looked kind of like the one on your pfp rn, rip). I had two others that were siblings but I had to give them away after I found out I was getting asthma from them(allergies). I have a dog, who's a cutie, but no cats anymore .

Fuck man, I’m crying. Only time I ever cry, in my bed, at night. With no one around. Why does life suck? Why do I suck? I don’t know….i just wish I was able to be a better guy…I love where I am now…but memory’s will forever haunt me. This sucks.

I wish….i wish…that I can be better. where’s my antidepressants? Gone. Fuck. Without me, who am I..? Do I just troll off other people? And I a real person..?…I miss with I was young. Carefree…no worrries. That was nice.

russ_russ1 wrote:

Donk2.0 wrote:

Take some time to relax. Have a snack, and rest. I assume you have school tomorrow, so if you really feel unwell ask to take a day off, we all need it sometimes. Simply sleeping for an extra few hours can be massive concerning how you feel. Spend some time talking to people you like or just doing something you like.

I can’t ask for a day off..my parents will ask what’s wrong…then I’d breakdown. Man. I wish I never had this. Why do I seem so gloomy? Why do I seem like a mess? Yeah, I’m sitting in my bed, but like, thinking further, what have I accomplished….my real parents aren’t here. They don’t know what I’ve done here. I wish they were here to see me. I’m better. I swear I’m better. My parents now, they’re good!…I swear…why did you have to leave…

Fuck man. I’m sorry I said too much. Fuck. Now I made you guys sad and concerned. I just want to get better. Why…why can I..?

Why do I feel so fake?! Why does this feel like an act but so real?! Why do I feel this is real…but fake??? Why am I crying..? life hurts. It hurts too much..

I’m sorry. Some days I can’t take it.. these happen…it’s ethier I let this go or I don’t wake up. This happens monthly. There’s no way of winning….just obstacles…